Sunday, October 26, 2008

Coming out of the shadows...

I've been debating over this post for quite some time. Jamie and I have been going through something rough for about a year and a half now, and I haven't talked about it publicly. I'm at a point now where I feel like it is affecting me in such a large way that I need to just get it out into the open and address it.

When we were in Hawaii in June 2007, we began trying to have a baby. This is the subject of my other blog, which up until now has remained private. I won't go into all the details of our trying to conceive journey, because it is all documented there. Suffice it to say that the cycle of hope and despair has been difficult to handle. I thank God every day for my blessings, which are many. Still, I feel like something is missing, and I don't know how to handle that. So, if you are the praying type, we could use all the prayers you can send our way.

I am nervous about opening up about this, but I feel like it's something I need to do.